I miss you. I miss how you always care about me. I miss you saying how much you love me, every single day. I miss being able to love you. I miss those time when something good or bad happen, I would quickly share everything with you. I miss your smile, your eyes, everything about you. My heart is about to explode, but you don't even notice, it's like you don't care. When you came online and you don't talk to me, seriously it hurts. When my phone rings and it's not your name, I felt a little bit sad cause I really hope it's you. I wonder if you ever think of me, where ever you are. I miss someone, I miss you.

LI LI LI

1st day, best! Amek kau, sekali 4 orang budak praktikal (termasuk aku) daftar kat MS Plastech pagi tadi and all girls. =_= Banyak benda baru aku belajar kat situ dan masih banyak potensi ilmu yang aku nampak boleh diterokai dalam kilang tersebut. Nice. (walaupun agak tak sesuai dengan bidang aku, nak jugak teruskan perjuangan kat kilang ni) Hehehe. Alang-alang menyeluk pekasam, biar sampai ke pengkal lengan. (cet, sejak bila pulak ni. layan jelah kalau ade salah mana-mana tu) Haha. Tapi, aku stress lah bab report log book IEM neh. Haih. Macam-macam, pelik-pelik pulak tu die nak sampai aku pening tataw nak start dari mana. Help me. T______________T Mula lah rasa nak baling buang je log book yang sememeh tu. Apakan daya, mengingatkan log book tu mahal, plus mana pulak aku nak dapat marks if die takde, terus tak jadi nak buang. Hahaha Log book, log book.. Ape lah nasib kau dapat tuan macam aku ni. Lagi satu, bab lecturer yang nak datang melawat aku nanti. Ish. Sir/Madam, I know you're kind and generous, spare me please! fufu~

I miss you again today. There's so much I wanna tell you, so much stories. Do you care to listen to me? Don't you care about me anymore?

Why? I can see that you're doing good by yourself, like I'm not important to you. Like you don't need me, like I'm just your any other friends, like I'm not that special to you anymore. Is it just my feeling? Please tell me.. I'm hurt, being left alone.


Argghhh.. Layan jiwang sensorang pulak dah. Adoyaiii...

Haunted.

You and I walk a fragile line
I have known it all this time
but I never thought I'd live to see it break
It's getting dark and it's all too quiet
And I can't trust anything now
And it's coming over you like it's all a big mistake

Oh, I'm holding my breath
Won't lose you again
something's made your eyes go cold

Come on, come on, don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Something's gone terribly wrong
You're all I wanted
Come on, come on, don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Can't breathe whenever you're gone
Can't turn back now, I'm haunted

Stood there and watched you walk away
From everything we had
But I still mean every word I said to you
He would try to take away my pain
And he just might make me smile
But the whole time I'm wishing he was you instead

Oh, I'm holding my breath
Won't see you again
something keeps me holding on to nothing

Come on, come on, don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Something's gone terribly wrong
You're all I wanted
Come on, come on, don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Can't breathe whenever you're gone
Can't turn back now, I'm haunted

I know, I know, I just know
You're not gone. You can't be gone. No.

Come on, come on, don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Something's gone terribly wrong
Won't finish what you started
Come on, come on, don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Can't breathe whenever you're gone
Can't go back, I'm haunted

Oh

You and I walk a fragile line
I have known it all this time
Never ever thought I'd see it break.
Never thought I'd see it... 


by Taylor Swift

Though you break my heart, you need to know that I like you very much, too much indeed that I could die.