Last Day.

WOW! Last day of 2011 ey. Well, this year was extremely a long year for me. If you notice, the posts for this year is gonna be 70 entries exactly the same as last year. Coincident! Hahaha. So many various things happened for one year you know, not including what happened worldwide. I mean, so many changes in my life. SO MANY memories. I've done great things, good, bad and worst things in my life this year. Bad memories that I wanna erase and sweet memories that I wanna cherish all my life. All the loves that I receives and all the hates, sarcasm that I got, I'm thankful. Growing up and old, facing life is tough and challenging, I love it! Huhuhu.

I found out UAI (Ustaz Azhar Idrus), langitilahi.com (Hilal Asyraf), and other few useful sites yang banyak memberikan aku ilmu dan keinsafan, 9gag yang hilarious (almost got my soul), Malaysian vloggers yang cool & best and other websites. I've been online a lot this year due to my research project and design project, rarely going out which is not really healthy for me. Hahaha. Whatever. Well, I've been trying to find myself, getting to know myself better, find out my good and bad qualities and start changing into a better person. That's what I've been doing now and planning to do onwards for next year, which is tomorrow exactly. Be nice to me please 2012. I pray for a firm and calm heart, dikuatkan iman, more rational and mature thinking in taking any serious or big decisions, with barakah. Hoping for a better year for me and all of you reading this. Stay safe and healthy! Much love.

Assalamualaikum.

PS: Ohh look! Adylea's blog is now 1 year, 4 months and 3 weeks = I LOVE YOU :)

Lonely

The words I’m saying right now, I don’t know if they’ll hurt you

They’ll probably make you hate me forever

You, saying that I’m not the same as I used to be, is not completely untrue

This changed me is a stranger to myself as well

You are so kind but

That’s the way you are but oh

I don’t know I don’t know

Why I am like this

We were so in love, and you’re here now but oh

I don’t know

I want to find myself now

Baby I’m sorry, even when I’m with you, I’m Lonely

I must be lacking when it comes to love, please forgive this person horrible person I am

I’m sorry, this is your and my story

I must not be worthy of this thing called love, even though I’m by your side

Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

You didn’t do anything wrong, I’m the strange one

It seems I’ve already been prepared long ago, for our breakup

I really wanted to treat you well, out of all the times, why is it when I’m confronted by love

I am shrinking away & am lonely endlessly

You are so kind but

That’s the way you are but oh

I don’t know I don’t know

Why I am like this

We were so in love, and you’re here now but oh

I don’t know

I want to find myself now

Baby I’m sorry, even when I’m with you, I’m Lonely

I must be lacking when it comes to love, please forgive this person horrible person I am

I’m sorry, this is your and my story

I must not be worthy of this thing called love, even though I’m by your side

Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

Cuz I’m just another girl

This night is lonely, I

Can’t take any more, Good bye

Cuz I’m just another girl

I’m so lonely

Even though I’m by your side right now

Baby I’m so lonely

Lonely lonely lonely lonely

Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely

2NE1 - Lonely

Fiction

I still can’t forget you
I still can’t trust everything
Even today I can’t send you away like this

I will rewrite it again, our story will not end
I will bury the fact that reality is seeping into my skin for now
I rewrite it once again, the start beginning with you and I smiling happily
In case you will leave me, the background is a small room without an exit

I kiss you as if there is nothing wrong
I can’t leave your sweet presence
There is no such thing as an end for us

Like this again
I can’t forget you
I am writing the story that will never end in my heart

I will hold on to you
I won’t let you go
Even today, I’m still in the story of you and I that hasn’t ended, in Fiction

Right now, there are only happy stories here
The very happy stories of just the two of us (Different from reality)
Is written here, it’s slowly filling up

I run towards you and embrace you
I can’t never let you go from my embrace (I can’t)
There is no such thing as an end for us

Like this again
I can’t end it
I am writing the story that will never end in my heart

I will hold on to you
I won’t let you go
Even today, I’m still in the story of you and I that hasn’t ended, in Fiction

I will say this again, one more time
Right now you are next to me
I’m believing that

I’m the writer who lost his purpose
The end of this novel, how am I supposed to write it

I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I keep writing these 3 words
Setting the warn out pen on the old paper stained in tears
This story can’t be happy or sad

Right now I’m writing such a happy story
But it is all just a wish still

I’m happy
We are together
Now is the start
There is no end

Beast - Fiction

PS: Dah siap akhirnya Design Project final report! Research Project final report pun dah submit last week. LEGA. Tunggu masa nak submit je final report DP tu esok. Alhamdulillah. Semoga segala urusan kami dipermudahkan. Amin :)

Family Date!

Last fortnight, my younger bro demam. Alhamdulillah, dah ok sekarang. Doc suspect dengki, so budak tu masuk la wad kat Salam Medical Center, Seksyen 19. Tup-tup satu family datang Shah Alam. Happy kemainnn! Hehehe. Sempat jugak la aku curi masa jumpa yang tersayang dalam masa 3 hari mereka datang. Harus lah! Letak tepi jap hal pelajaran. Hehe.

Budak ni yang demam? Bajet cool meh.

Kitorang dinner kat restoran sebelah SMC ni kannn, walawei wa cakap sama lu.
Tiba-tiba Angoh tunjuk something. WHATTTT??!! Waiter muka Gu Junpyo, Lee Minho look alike kot! Dumm Dumm Tsss! Siap bagi special service lagi untuk aku. AWW. Cair kejap malam tu. Tehee!

Next day, mom ajak kuar. Aku bawak la pergi tempat yang paling dekat, Jusco Bukit Raja tengok movie Arthur Christmas. BESTTT! Niat nak tengok Ombak Rindu tapi panggung dah penuh weh. Overloaded. Anyway, gelak sakan je sepanjang tengok cite tu taw! Tapi ade jugak la part yang tacing sikit. Hukhukhuk. Kalau dapat, nak download la nanti. Hehe.

Makan-makan kat food court =D

Arthur Christmas. Mahal kan tiket? Agak bengang di situ. But worth it!

My younger sis bought this book. I browsed the stated website and I like it!
Surprisingly, the author is the same age as me! WOW. Like totally cool. *envious*
Recommended! Go and browsed it now. 

Makan kali ke-2 kat restoran depan Giant level bawah, tak ingat lak nama die. Huhu.
Chicken Chop die ke ape entah nama menu tu, SODAPP la bagi den.
PS: Aku suka sangat expression Yaya kat part atas tu, COMEL! Hihihihi.

My world. Lessen my burden and never stop giving me their endless love. ^___^

Lastly, my girls ajak pergi iCity then makan Tutti Frutti on the next day. Lagi? Ok, baru 3 kali je kot. Hehehe. Layannn =)

Along: Hmm, sedap ke ni?
Ifah: Not bad maa...

Meh, meh. Kenyang gile makan ni, sampai kena singgah makan
kat restoran Molek pulak pastu baru balik. Hahaha

My sisters, I love you girls! Kesian budak yang demam, tak dapat join sekali. Huhu

Assalamualaikum!

HB!

If you can feel how strong it is and I know you did, then you should know by now that my feeling for you is way too deep that it is hard for me to turn back. But the sad fact is that you had already turn your back from me long time ago and there is nothing I can do anymore. Something once lost would never come back, right? Yet, I still can't believe that it's really the end for us. I admit it hurts me a lot, may you live well and my prayer will always be with you.

STOPPP! Today I'm gonna enjoy myself and have a good day. Happy birthday to me! Ade tak orang wish diri sendiri camni? Hahaha. Anyway, thanks for all the lovely and warm wishes my friends. May I become a better person and have a great year ahead. Aminnn.

We Love Pizza Hut!

Just a quick post, semakin menggila sibuk aku dibuatnya bila submission date for draft report of our project is getting near. Fuhh! Anyway, last 25th, geng-geng gile Jepun (bunyi macam ramai je. hahaha) serbu Pizza Hut Seksyen 7, Shah Alam. Kempunan la katakan, dah lama tak makan. Huhu. Tak lama pun aku, Piqah n Aliyah lepak+borak+makan kat situ, lebih kurang sejam jeee. Sampai tak sedar kat luar hujan, time nak balik tengok-tengok hujan dah reda pun. Hahaha. Punye la syok duk dalam tu kannnn. Ish3 Pape hal pun, layan jelah ye. Hehe.

This is toooooo much cheese!! XD

Mushroom soup, soup of the day surely is the BEST! with their garlic bread. *drooling*

Meet Aliyah! We're the so-called Japanese otaku. Hahaha =P

   

and the BFF, Piqah! "Huh, cheese banyak sangat ni"

Wait until what comes next, the-luxurious lasagna. BEHOLD! XD

and then, she loves it too much! =D

U know I love to eat. Take care everyone!

Assalamualaikum

Learn to Let Go.

-Quote for today-

"After some times, you will learn the difference between holding hands & falling in love. You begin to learn that kisses don't always mean something, promises can be broken just as quickly as they are made & sometimes goodbyes really are forever."

That's when you become stronger than you used to be. Stay strong and continue living your path of life. Don't let yesterday consumes most of your day today, and live your life today to the fullest. Everything happened for a reason.

Love.

Oh, and well HELLO December! So happy to finally meet you again, be nice to me please :)