I LOVE being at home and I LOVE him. \(^_^)/
We're back now and it's Time to Love.

Why am I being like this. Please myself dear, stop hurting yourself more. I know, you can't help it but please fight. Stop thinking about that person. Please, I'm begging you. Distract your attention to something else. Well, I know one thing that can. Idols! Drown myself to Korean Idols and FT Island, going to now. Sayounara minna! XD

Black n White.

Mas, this entry is for you. Actually I don't know how to join the contest, buta blog. XD

Thanks for the tag anyway. Hahaha Pape pon, I just made these black n white pics just for you guys.
Tell me which one you like the most okay! I really can't wait to be home tonight. =)

Pic1: Love you girls too much! =)

Pic2: Love myself too. XD

Pic3: You guys rock the world!! Enjoy the food so much. =)

Pic4: Amazing right. Subhanallah. ^^

Pic5: Love Japanese. XD

Pic6: I love being asasi-an, greatest time in my life. Awesome!

Pic7: Love you beb, you rocks!! Enjoy your hospitality back then. XD

Pic8: Sis, I love you the most!! =)

Suddenly, I noticed that I don't have many pics within groups and there's no recent pic of me, my family and my buddies! OMG. This is bad. Dah lama sgt tak snap pic ni. Huhuhu ><

Thanks for loving me so much

till I go crazy 'bout you and then

Leaving me, ripping my heart just like that,

thanks a thousand lots!

Love you so so so much too and though I'm still longing for you,
it's hard cuz you just let me go. So then, goodbye for good.

Love This Ver. of I Hope. ^^

Video ni dah lama sgt, 2009 kot. Pape hal pon, they're always in my heart! =)

Dah 4 thn since diorang debut. FT Island darlings, fighting! XD

I Can't Lie to Myself.

I can't lie, I'm not okay. I miss him everyday, he is never been far away from my mind and my heart, and I can't stop thinking 'bout him each day. Now, I'm afraid to go back to my hometown, worried 'bout how am I gonna face him if we bumped into each other someday. Whatever, I HAVE to move on. I still have my friends and my family with me, right guys? Support me okay! Can't wait to be home and give a big hug to my mom. Lots of love for you all. =)

Sekian. Assalamualaikum semua, good night. ^^

Japanese Cultural Festival (JCF)

Assalamualaikum.. Konbanwa minna-san! =)

On 22th January recently, the Japanese Cultural Club (JCC) UiTM had organized an event,

Japanese Cultural Festival at Dataran Cendikia (DC) UiTM Shah Alam. Best gile, i'm loving it!

So, layan la pic yg tlh berjaya di 'snap' on that day. =)

Logistic Crews! aka registration crew? You guys rock~

Snap dgn cosplay - love the Shinigami Captain Aizen XD

Love these emoticon! *and the emoticon guy. XD

More emoticon! =)

Ok, this kimono guy help us a lot. =P Thanks Amuri~! 

Ugh, sgt mengantuk skrg ni. =.= Tp guys, event ni mmg best n enjoy sgt hari tu.
Dpt mkn gyoza and nasi belut ke ape ntah, and semestinye sushi la!! =)
Obviously, aku takleh nak tinggalkan Japan walaupun aku tgh gile kan
band Korea FT Island tu. Omma, nak g Japan! I really love Japan!

Had a chance to chat with this Japanese guy oji-san? LOL
Agak susah nak paham tp boleh la tangkap sket2 ape yg die ckp kan. Hehe \(^_^)/

Sleep tight dear Hongki sama~ ^^

Seat Panggung Yg Pelik.

Assalamualaikum semua! Aku baru blk tgk wayang cite Khurafat ni~ kat JJ Bukit Raja, Klang with my classmates of 9 person including me. Hehe Cite start pukul 10.25 mlm then habis td pukul 11.55 mlm. Pergh, dah lama tak masuk panggung kan. Eh, yelah tu. Padahal baru je tgk The Tourist dgn Along hari tu ek. Hehe Tp ni tgk dgn kwn2, laen sket feel die. So correction, dah lama tak masuk panggung dgn kwn2.

Anyway, komen aku pasal cite tu, biasa2 je. Haha Ok la jgk, tp byk part2 yg seram tu aku terlepas tgk lak. Duk cari wallet jatuh la, panggil geng aku masuk panggung la, cuz diorang masuk lambat sket. Huhu So, agak rugi la di situ ye. Tp takpe, tak kisah pon. For me, not worth kot kalo nak tgk cite ni kat panggung. Huhu No offense, just my personal opinion okay. Tp lyn jelah tgk tadi kan, takde lak rasa menyesal tu cuz tiket pon dah dibeli kan plus, aku suke jgk la tgk si Syamsul ni kan. =P Ohya, pasal seat die tu kan. Td 1st time aku jumpe panggung yg ade seat couple2 camtu n seat camtu only available kat 2 barisan belakang bahagian tengah je. |kalo aku tak silap tgk la kan.| Ish3 Mcm tak patut/tak perlu je, bg aku la kan. Pape jelah kan. Eh, byk kan la plak kan. Hahaha LOL

Then, blk td singgah KFC n beli Snack Plate utk roommates ku. Whatever it is, lega sket cuz at least dpt enjoy hari ni, plus duit aku dah masuk. Wakaka. Happy lots! =) Dpt ku lupakan sebentar kekusutan hati dan rasa rindu ini. Okay dah, tutup cite eh. Haha Nite guys.. Lots of love for my readers. ^^

I Can't Help Myself...

I used to call you my boy
I used to call you my friend
I used to call you the love
The love that I never had

When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again?

I miss you like crazy
Even more than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of everyday

Boy, I'm so down
When your love's not around
I miss you, miss you
I miss you like crazy

You're all that I want
You're all that I need
Can't you see how I feel?
Can't you see that my pains so real?

I miss you like crazy
I miss you like crazy
I miss you like crazy
I miss you, I miss you like crazy

Read more: THE MOFFATTS - I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY LYRICS
Copied from MetroLyrics.com 

I'll Try.

I'll try to let you go. It's hard, damn it's very hard. Nobody ever leaves me before. You're the first one, and I thank you for everything, making me felt like this. It hurts so much. Still I love you. I really can't live without you, but like you said I have to make a choice and the options that you gave to me was very hard to choose. I know it's my fault, I'm sorry for that. I really wanna tell you, that thing about me but I don't have the guts and the courage to do so 'cause I'm a coward, hell I am. For that coward of me, I lost you. |and maybe I had lost you for forever, hates to admit that.| Deserves me right. But please come back to me anytime you feel like it, 'cause I will always be here for you. I love you so much, no one ever make me feel this love like you did to me. For that, I'll treasure you for the rest of my life. Though I wanna treasure you and cherish our moment for the rest of our life together but I know, I can't anymore. Ironically, today is the day that we had fallen in love for 4 months, 1 week and 3 days, rearrange them to 143 where it represent 1 letter for I, 4 letters for LOVE and 3 letters for YOU and it obviously means I LOVE YOU. I'm gonna miss you, my bad boy. No, I already miss you, and always.

Confession.

Love is when you miss him even before he leaves,

when you could listen to him talk all night

and never get tired of hearing his voice,

when the sound of his name send chills down to your spine,

and you see his smile the second you close you eyes.

True, every relationship is messed up

but what makes it perfect is if you still wanna be there

when things get really suck.

Love bears all things, believes all things,

hopes all things, endures all things.

A heart that is truly in love does not give up hope

but always believes in the promise of love

no matter how long it takes or how far the distance.

I'll never give up on our love, never give up on you.

Love you always, no matter what.

How Could You..

How could you left me like this. You do know how much I need you right? How could you? I want you back please.. It hurts so much. Crying everyday like a fool. How could you make me like this. You said you'll never leave me, you're a liar. For I will never break my promise, I will never leave you forever.

ngantok..sleepy..yomitai..


hangover..sleepy head..

Header Baru! =)

Cantek tak header baru neh? Hehehe >.<


BoSaN . . . BoSaN . . . BoSaN . . .

Love you so so so much!! very much indeed.

Miss you.

Err.. Whatever.

=.="

Flashback.

Disgusting. Frustrating. I hate myself when I remember that time. Why am I so stupid.

I can't get it out of my head. What happened that day, I remembered them all clearly,

every second of it. I became so miserable and feeling down each time

that incident came to my mind. My heart cries heavily but there's no
more tears left for me to cry it out. There's nothing else I can do,

they're all the past now. It's my fault, deserves me right huh.

You be the anchor that keeps my feet on the ground,

I'll be the wings that keep your heart in the clouds.

Let's hold on to each other tightly, never let go. (^_^)

Unintended.

Salam.. Konbanwa! Aku baru balik kolej ptg td. Hehe Actually yesterday aku pegi KL Sentral, jumpe my mum n my sista, Along n Yaya. Mum and Yaya balik Kota Bharu naik flight semalam. As usual, mum had her meeting and she brought Yaya so that she can came here pastu dapat merasa naik kapal terbang kan.. Duh. Ade sedikit perasaan jealous kat situ. =.=" Yelah, aku pon baru naik sekali, Yaya dah dapat naik 2 kali perjalanan pergi balik Kota Bharu - KL, KL - Kota Bharu. Uwarhhh. =(

Sudah2, lupakan sahaja. Aku sampai KL Sentral dalam pukul 5 lebih, flight mereka pukul 8.30 mlm. Sampai sana, makan2 dulu. Hehe Aku sorang je mkn sbb mereka dah mkn. Huhu Aku order nasi goreng chicken chop, mereka mkn yong taufu je. |err, mkn jugak kan| =.="

nah amek kau, abes licin aku mkn. hahaha!

Lepas anta my mum and Yaya naik Skybus nak gi LCCT kat KL Sentral tu, aku and Along balik rumah sewa Along sbb aku ajak die tgk wayang, tapi aku mmg tak rancang la nak tido rumah Along mlm td. Huhu Lepas maghrib we went straight to The Curve dari rumah sewa Along kat Damansara tu kan.

Tengok wayang kat Cathay @ e-Curve then confused nak tengok movie The Tourist or Season of the Witch. =.=" Last2 pilih The Tourist, pukul 9.45 pm. Sementara tunggu wayang, window shopping la kan. Hehe Kitorang masuk Metrojaya, Sony Station. Best gile kot. Aku bleh jadi gile tgk handset2, gadget2 Sony dalam tuh. Ughh, please jgn goda aku. Xperia, Sony HD. =.=

Next, kitorang layan la The Tourist tu sampai pukul 11.40 pm. Dah abes tgk kitorang terus balik rumah Along, sampai sharp pukul 12. =.=" Err, my comment pasal cite tu, tak best sangat, biasa je. Hahaha |Just my opinion| Best pon sebab pelakon die Johnny Depp and Angelina Jolie, both aku minat kan. Hehe Erm, cite Season of the Witch tu mcm best je, Nicolas Cage tuuuu. Ade sedikit rasa menyesal kat situ ye. Adehh. Lain kali la tgk. Haih.

Next morning, pagi ni la kan. Along ajak aku pegi trekking kat FRIM. Huyoohh. Sudah lama aku tak masuk hutan kot. Hehe Last aku masuk hutan bila eh? Err, tak ingat sudah.. Hahaha Tapi mmg refreshing la dapat masuk hutan lagi kan. Hehe I like~ =D Thanks Along, for your treat!! Love you~ Next time belanja la lagi eh. Hehehe =P

Yay! dah sampai puncak FRIM. hehe ^^

ni otw blk rumah Along dari FRIM. penat uhh. =.=

Free2 dapat cuti. Hahaha

Hey! All classes for today were CANCELLED! So, dapat la meluangkan sedikit masa utk my bloggie ni. Hehehe Salah jadual waktu lak tu. Adoyai. Supposedly, class Project Management tu ptg ni pukul 2 but then mistaken ingatkan class tu pukul 10.30 pg ni. Pastu, pegi check balik jadual tu, mmg salah pon. Haha Otw nak blk hostel, member plak mesej yg class ptg ni cancel. LOL Class yg 8.30 pg mmg dah cancel awal2, yg tgh hari pulak lecturer cuti bersalin. Buat penat je pegi fakulti pg tadi. Haih =.=" Then, pegi ambik borang add course dgn Ketua Program (KP). Aku ambik subject Process Modelling and Simulation tu sem ni jelah. Hopefully, boleh carry semua subject yg aku ambik ni. Aminn. Anyway, disebabkan takde class langsung hari ni, aku decide utk pegi Pusat Kesihatan (PK) balik dari fakulti pg tadi, lagipon dah tak tahan sakit ni. Relievedly, dah dapat medicine sume. Doc ckp if lepas dah habiskan semua medicine ni still tak okay jugak, I should come again. Hopefully sembuh la cepat, dah tak sanggup terseksa. =(

Ohya, smlm nak conference YM dgn geng2 BSMM tp dah postponed sbb YM ngok ngek sangat last night. Hahaha Adehh, sakit kepala ni still tak hilang even aku dah tido awal smlm. =.=" Gambatte! Urm, ajatnye nak pegi fakulti ptg ni, nak pegi beli buku Mechanics. Tgk2 dah habis stok! Huhu Takpe2, dah kirim kat member aku yg pegi beli kat kedai buku kat luar. Thanks buddy! =D

p/s: Smlm incik bad boy tak mesej pon, tapi bagus gak sbb aku tido awal mlm tadi. Wakaka >.<

Music: 2NE1 - It Hurts

being obsessed with idols won't make you hurt as much as being in love with someone. is it?

They won't hurt my feeling, 'cause we're never meet each other, less get hurt. I don't care much about their personal life, their past or their relationship status whatsoever and they won't ever know me or my existence. Just enough with the love that we share to each other unconditionally. The feeling, the love is there right. I love idols, and idols love their fans. It's business, isn't it? LOL We can change our bias anytime we want, whoever we want. Duh, whatever. Not gonna bother with love if it never last.

credits to FT Island <3 Primadonna facebook's photo. =)

***

Anyway, today was the first day on my 6th semester in my study. It rained this evening. Quite busy day. Morning class at 10.30 am till 12 pm - Project Management. Funny yet cool ice breaking/introduction to this course. "Draw a cup, everyone." LOL Then, we had laboratory at Pilot Plant for subject Process Control and Instrumentation. It feels like we're on lab tour, kinda bored for me and makes me skipped to toilet for a moment. LOL It's me, nappeun yo jaya. Hahaha After that, we went to Seksyen 2 and I bought back Lychee Kang. Nice. =P Well, we had meeting just now at 8.30 pm for our incoming Japanese Carnival on January, 22th. Come along everyone! It's gonna be a great day!

p/s: We're in charge on logistic and fasility for that program. Gonna work hard, let's make a great turn out of it. Yoroshiku minna-san! =)

I'm right here, you're over there. =(

Darling, I'm at this West side

While you're at the East side of Peninsular

This long distance love is hard enough

Please don't make it any harder for me

Be faithful, honest to me

Tell me that you love me

Tell me that you miss me

Tell me that you want me

And I'll be loving you always

Missing you always

Remembering you always

'Cause you're always in my heart

Happy New Year~!!

Morning!! Everyone, wishing you all a great year ahead, with good health, lots of love, success, happiness, and always be blessed. Happy new year~ =) Let's make a new start, new beginning, lots of good memories and happy moments with people around you. Cherish everyday of your life, every moments with your beloved ones, be happy and more optimist towards this new year. Have a good one! May God bless you all.

Location: Kolej Teratai 1, UiTM Shah Alam.

Safely arrived Seksyen 17, Shah Alam: at 6.30 am today.

Mood: Sleepy and tired but excited to check in hostel tomorrow.

Plan for today: Print examination result, make passport photo 'cause left them at home. =(

Evil plan: Go shopping if my allowance money had been bank in. XD

Quote from my beloved message this new year:

"My dear, I love you. Sorry for all the mistakes that I've done in this year 2010. Hope our relationship will be better in 2011 and will never end. Muaahhh! "

LOL Hahahaha

Music: Mine by Taylor Swift. ;)