I'll Try.

I'll try to let you go. It's hard, damn it's very hard. Nobody ever leaves me before. You're the first one, and I thank you for everything, making me felt like this. It hurts so much. Still I love you. I really can't live without you, but like you said I have to make a choice and the options that you gave to me was very hard to choose. I know it's my fault, I'm sorry for that. I really wanna tell you, that thing about me but I don't have the guts and the courage to do so 'cause I'm a coward, hell I am. For that coward of me, I lost you. |and maybe I had lost you for forever, hates to admit that.| Deserves me right. But please come back to me anytime you feel like it, 'cause I will always be here for you. I love you so much, no one ever make me feel this love like you did to me. For that, I'll treasure you for the rest of my life. Though I wanna treasure you and cherish our moment for the rest of our life together but I know, I can't anymore. Ironically, today is the day that we had fallen in love for 4 months, 1 week and 3 days, rearrange them to 143 where it represent 1 letter for I, 4 letters for LOVE and 3 letters for YOU and it obviously means I LOVE YOU. I'm gonna miss you, my bad boy. No, I already miss you, and always.