My 100th Post!

Tahniah beb! Ni entry yg ke-100 blog aku ni. Hehe! Umm.. Awak, awak nak taw tak. Saye hepi hari ni sbb dpt memahami ape yg telah dipelajari dlm kelas dan lab tadi, tak seperti Monday2 Blues yg lepas. Alhamdulillah. *tibe2 guna saye plak kan. mood baek lah tu konon. haha* Anyway, tibe2 aku teringat zaman2 asasi dulu yg mmg terbaek dan best gle, nostalgic lak kan!! Kalo boley tiap2 kali aku teringat, rase mcm nk undur balik dan rasa balik suasana asasi dulu. Wa gerenti sama lu, mmg terbaek dari ladang lah! Belajar pon best, koko-koku *kokurikulum* ni kitorang tak maen la beb, takde! Tension pon tak sangat, assignment pon tak sebanyak sekarang, duit pulak masyuukkk je seribu setiap sem kan dan boley kata tiap2 weekend je mesti kitorang ade planning punye lah nak berfoya2. *yelah tu. poyo je kan. haha! padahal dah boring duk pusing tempat sama je - Plaza Alam Sentral, SACC Mall, Kompleks PKNS, Jusco Bukit Raja, MidValley, KLCC, Berjaya Times Square, Plaza Low Yat, Masjid Jamek, etc* and the best part is satu tahun tu aku dpt belajar Chemistry dgn Dr. M kesayanganku. Miahahaha =P

So, tanpa membuang masa lagi, meh la kte usha gambar2 yg berjaya aku selongkar dan jumpe balik
dlm notebook ni. *gambar zaman aku tak segemuk sekarang.* Love these moments so much! Zaman kegemilangan aku lah senang cite, selain zaman form 4 - 5 dulu. Hehehe Love you guys! ^__^

Ade kejadian yg agak memalukan di sini ye. Haha =P

Gelak jahat eh, buli Aina kan. aigoo =.=

Masa gi Times Square ni macam2 kte lalui kan.
Tak puas2 pegi maen byk kali eh. huhu

Visit yg paling best, selain gi visit MPOB kat Bangi tu.
Ir. Fadzil yg sangat cool dan sangat kitorang respect. ^O^

Hepi je dpt magazines free kan. Hehe XD

Haa, ini lah Dr. M aka Dr. Robert Mikhael yg disebut2 td tu. Hihi

Masa ni aku tgh gile kan cincin sampai pakai 4, mabuk betol. =.=

Ni lak saje janji nak pakai theme baju purple sama2 kan. gedik. huhu

Worth the wait kan? Licin gle mkn pizza. haha

Sekian sahaja utk kali ni, thanks for the memories guys. No regret at all. Aku sangat enjoy dan puas. Never ever will forget those days. ^__^ Assalamualaikum semua.

Bored.

Okeh. Aku tgh bosan. So, saje nak list kan lagu2 yg aku tgh layan dan lagu2 ini telah diulang berjuta2 kali dlm seminggu dua ni. Hahaha. Anyway, here they go. ^_^

1. Taylor Swift - Back to December
2. Christina Perri - Jar of Hearts
3. Lady Gaga - Born This Way
4. Nelly - Just a Dream
5. Diddy-Dirty Money - Coming Home
6. Far East Movement ft. Ryan Tedder of One Republic - Rocketeer
7. My Chemical Romance - Sing
8. Akon - Angel
9. Auburn - All About Him
10. Shontelle - Perfect Nightmare

She is Awesome!

I'm so glad, you made time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why


Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die


So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time


These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side and
Realized I love you in the fall


And when the cold came
The dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night

And I'd go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you

Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine

I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind

I go back to December all the time

I miss you tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right


I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night

And I'd go back to December

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you

Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine

I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright

I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind and

I go back to December all the time, all the time.

I love Taylor Swift, she's a beautiful, has a beautiful voice, great talent and an awesome song writer! She can expresses everything that a girl can feel related to love, every song she write has it owns meaning, owns story and all is about love. Most of the songs that I love are sad songs and so compatible with all of my feelings. They remind me of him and I love you, darling. ^^

Shopping Sakan!

Assalamualaikum semua...

Guess what? Yeah, I did my shopping and it's not just any ordinary window shopping like I'd always did cuz I got one new gadget of mine! Bloody right. Hehehe That lucky thing is a new Samsung External Hard Drive S2 Portable 500 GB and it's RM205! LOL :D I love it! Isn't it just so lovely, beautiful pinky and gorgeous? Haha =P

Urm.. Let's see, what else did I bought today? Well, a new cotton baju kurung that fit me good!! =)

And I suddenly found this Peel-Off T-Zone Mask from Gervenne and just feel like wanna try it out. Let's hope it'll turn out good, okay. ^^

What else do we have? Well, this one below here is my new vintage sling bag which I bought at KB Mall when I went back home a week ago. Does it look old for me? Err, I don't care cuz I like it. Haha!

These two things below are my precious accessories that I wanna show off to all of you. Hehe =P

Anyway, the five of us just hang out at Plaza Alam Sentral for our free day holiday today, having fun. Well, guess who I met on our way back to hostel? Our cool lecturer Sir Ammar and the hottest, peramah British lecturer ever, Dr. M~ Haha! Agak nye diorang baru abes Conference dgn VC kot. Huhu. What a blast, great shopping day. Hehehe *abes duit aku. cet >.<*

Thanks!!

This entry is a gratitude to all those people who came into my life selama aku hidup kat dunia ni.

Alhamdulillah.. Alhamdulillah.. Alhamdulillah..

Aku bersyukur dan berterima kasih kepada sahabat2 dan kawan2 ku yg concern pasal diri ini. Thanks, korang baik sgt dgn aku dan tetap sabar dgn kerenah aku even though ade perangai aku ni yg aku sendiri pon tak paham. *selalu space out dan buat muka blur. aku rasa mcm dah jadi hobi aku lak. but I've heard that ignorance is a bliss. yeke?* Haha. Anyway, thanks a thousand to my dearest roommates. *yer aku tahu diorang tak baca blog aku ni, diorang tak tahu pon.* Thanks cuz sgt bersabar dgn diri ku, dan selalu kejutkan aku bila aku tertido. *ade jgk la time diorang fed up, give up dan panas ati kan.* Sorry darlings but I promise, aku takkan putus asa utk ubah diri aku okay! Sayang korang! All my dear friends, hope our friendship will never gone away. Thanks a million to my beloved parents and siblings who will always be there for me, no matter what. Love them so much! Ucapan terima kasih tak dilupakan buat haters or sape2 lah yg tak suke aku tu,  *kalau ade* thanks cuz sedarkan aku yg aku mmg tak perfect. Last but not least, thanks to my dear boyfriend *who will always be my special person* yg sudi terima diri ini dan sudi layan aku anytime pon. *naughty boy, you are the one who I will always love. aku harap sgt kamu boleh kurangkan smoking tu (yer aku tahu mmg ssh dan aku tak paksa pon tapi sbb aku sayang kan kamu, aku doakan kamu boleh kurangkan ye.) dan takyah la susah2 tanya aku sayang kamu ke tak, sbb FYI aku mmg sayang kan kamu ok. pang kang. haish. sayang taw. err, byk lak perkataan sayang ni. gomen! huhu* For all of you, I wanna apologize for all the mistakes and wrong-doing that I've done, for all the awkward feeling that I ever gave or sakitkan hati korang. *aku nak mintak maap awal2 sbb ajal maut tu semua kita tak tahu kan.* I never regret knowing each and one of you, and I really wanna thank you deep from the bottom of my heart, for stepping into my life and stay with me, for all the laugh, the tears, the spazz, the fun and joy, the ups and downs in life, the stories, the craziness, the hates, and the love that we shared together all these time. One thing that you all have to know, you can always count on me and I love you all. XOXO (^_^)

Music: Demi Lovato - Gift of A Friend. ^^


p/s: Sorry, aku suke buat entry yg haru, tacing2 ni. Hehe =P


Sekian bebelan ikhlas ku, assalamualaikum dan selamat malam semua. =)

Emooo..=.="

Assalamualaikum..

Emo btol la aku hari ini. Mcm2 aku pikir. Nape la self esteem n self confident aku rendah sgt eh. Nape? Seriously, aku takde jawapan utk soalan ni. Memang aku rasa nak marah diri sendiri, nak hukum diri sendiri tapi tak guna jugak kalau diri sendiri yg tak berubah kan. Pfft. Ini lah salah satu sebab nape aku tak nak datang sini balik. I can't help it. Teruk la kalau hari2 nak mcm ni kan. *monolog diri*

Ya Allah, berilah kekuatan dan kesabaran kpd hamba Mu yg hina ini dlm menjalani kehidupan di kampus dan sepanjang process aku menuntut ilmu di sini. *yg bagiku amat la payah utk difahami.* Usaha aku tak cukup eh. Otak aku dah jadi lembab eh. Hmm, yelah kot. Aigoooo. Fail to plan means plan to fail. *dari mana ntah aku amek quote ni, trimas la ye..*And yeah, memang aku gagal nak faham ape yg aku dah buat hari ni. Sebab? Duh, obviously sebab aku fail to plan la kan. =.="

Tak Nak!!

Tak nak tinggalkan rumah ni.. Tak nak.. Tak nak.. I saw something just now, and i don't like it cuz somehow I feel sad. Makes me wanna runaway from here but I don't wanna go back there yet. No, not yet, not now please. Somebody just kill me cuz I don't think I can accept this. Good bye. 

3rd One. \(^_^)/

Suke suke suke~!! Miahahaha *gelak gatal* =P Tadi 1st date kitorang lepas dah berbaik, tapi supposedly ni date yg ke-3 la kalau tak kira err ehem, yg break tu kan. Huhu Best, best, best!! \(^_^)/ Yup, aku admit yg aku mmg tak reti *fail* nak bercerita depan2 orang ni, lebih2 lagi kalau nak aku bercerita ttg cerita2 seram, cinta, kelakar etc. Sorry dear, harap kamu tak kisah ye? U taw kan, I prefer dgr celoteh U. Love U lots! Hihi.. *Opss, tergedik. Sorry la kpd sape2 yg termuntah tu. Bwahahaha!* So, FYI that's the whole purpose of this blog okay. Hehe. Huh?? Pening ke? Tak phm? Whatever. Haha. *gile* Tapi kalau nak aku berceloteh dalam blog ni mmg gerenti beres la. Haha! Sorry guys, ini blog aku yg punye so suke hati aku la. Lalala~ *hati gumbira sampai gila* Tapi, ntah ble la bley jumpe lagi ek. *sedey* Ok la, sekian utk hari ini. Assalamualaikum and peace, no war. =)

Adakah?

Adakah aku sudah gile? Adakah aku sudah hilang akal? Adakah aku sudah menjadi buta dan bodoh? Adakah Allah sudah tinggalkan aku? Adakah ini dugaan? Adakah aku tak mampu utk berjaya lagi? Adakah aku sudah tidak mampu utk bangun kembali? Adakah aku akan terus dihantui kegagalan? Adakah sesiapa yg mampu kembalikan aku ke diriku yg dahulu? Adakah sesiapa yg boleh utk tidak membenci ku? Adakah aku seorang yg susah utk didampingi? Adakah orang2 disekelilingku tidak menyenangi kehadiranku? Adakah kesilapan ku yg tidak ku pohon maaf? Adakah aku akan terus begini? Adakah? Adakah? Adakah? Haish, masalah jiwa betol. Okay guys, relax beb. Entry ini tiada kaitan dengan ape2 atau sape2, cuma luahan hati aku yg tgh terumbang ambing dan terhuyung hayang ini. Aku pn tak tahu ape yg tlh/sdg/akan berlaku, so tolong JGN tny pape ye cuz I'm gonna be just fine. Sekian bebelan ku, terima kasih semua.